and mental institutions must run in your family? you are nuts, and in need of extreme help, before your children grow up and take after you, all I can say is WOW! you probably smoked and used drugs while pregant and your poor babys suffer,,,, again WOW... try a minister sweetie i hope i dont see your children on the news as thier angry mother murdered them, all this anger needs to be released and i hope not released on your children poor things, someone should contact family services before you do hurt your children this is absolutely scary--god help those baby's