Clio's two bottom teeth are very, very cute. But they're not nearly as charming when they're clamping down on my nipples, which has happened several times over the past week. The first time, it was at the end of a nursing session when Clio had started getting distracted and silly and was just sort of messing around. She seemed to think it was pretty funny, and I couldn't help laughing either -- that is, after I yelped and said a firm "no" the way I read somewhere that you're supposed to.
But since then, it has happened a few times out of nowhere, right in the middle of nursing sessions. And nobody's happy about it. This morning I was nursing both girls at the same time, Clio bit (hard!), and I screamed, and both girls looked up at me, then pouted and started crying in a low, pitiful "why mommy, why?" sort of way that nearly broke my heart.
I know that Clio is teething -- we've had a number of middle of the night screaming episodes lately, and she's been chewing on her finger a lot -- so it's possible that this is a temporary thing -- Mom as Zweiback. But let me tell you, it sure takes away from the cozy cuddly sweetness of breastfeeding when you're tensed in anticipation of those little choppers coming down. I guess if it continues to be a problem, I'm just going to have to start weaning, which is a sad thought. Both girls still really seem to like nursing, though Elsa is certainly more voracious and focused about it, as she has been from the get-go.
Could I wean Clio and not Elsa? I don't know. The inconvenience aside, I don't like the idea of having that physical relationship with Elsa and not Clio. I guess I could make up for it with some separate "cuddle time" with Clio. She's a totally cuddly baby. But I don't know how Clio would react if she saw Elsa nursing while she had a bottle instead. They're very aware now of when the other one is nursing, which is why I've gone back to sometimes nursing them both at once.
They're almost 11 months old (gulp!) so it's not like it would be a tragedy to have to stop nursing them. I'm planning to stop fairly soon in any case. But it would be nice not to end on quite such a painful note.